The stories published on this blog are fantasy that attempt to capture what I WANT TO EXPERIENCE when I am spanked. For me, spankings are associated with a time in my past when I was in the grips of a raging libido, unquestioning respect for authority, and a complete sense of shame and embarrassment in my own body. It is the me without options, without control, filled with naughty thoughts that I can't share with anyone, and dangers around every corner. I want sex so much but any experience would be short, embarrassing, inappropriate, immediately judged as wrong by every authority figure in my life, almost certainly humiliating, and likely an unthinkably high pregnancy risk. In other words, me when I was about 12-years-old.
It was also me at an awakening in my sexual development when I realized that spanking was more important to me than traditional, normal sex.
To be super clear, I never advocate, condone or approve of these behaviors. Children do not process experiences like the subject of my stories process the fictional experiences I relate. A real child would most likely be horribly psychologically damaged. Had these things happened to me, I would mostly certainly be a psychological disaster. No child wants this to happen to them. No child deserves this treatment.
The children in my stories do not exist in the real world. There are no creatures on the planet that have the innocence of the characters in my stories combined with the intellectual maturity necessary to endure what follows and not be damaged if not destroyed. I do not approve of treating children this way even if they appear to consent in some way.
If you cannot understand the difference between fantasy, age play, role play, and how those things differ from reality, you need to stop reading my stories immediately.
While I am condemning atrocities, incest is almost always bad for everyone involved. We discover our sexuality when we live in our families of origin and usually there is an embarrassing experience or two when a young person's emerging sexuality becomes an awkward moment for everyone. If I have a kink in addition to spanking, it is embarrassment, humiliation, and shame. As such, I rely on the uncomfortable topic of incest or pseudo-incest as a way to emphasize the unspeakable horror of an ultimately uncomfortable situation.
Your immediate family members are not possible sexual partners even if someone has confused thoughts, acts warmly to you, flirts with you, is naked around you, or whatever.
In spite of my writings, I was never involved in any sexual contact with a family member, never sexually abused anyone, and was never sexually abused. Furthermore, I don't want that for myself or anyone else. I have incredible sorrow for those that are wounded by the actions of others especially when motivated by misguided sexual reasons and I am a vicious supporter of rooting out and eliminating those that abuse others.
My fiction exists in an alternate universe that does not exist where adults cross boundaries without consequence to the minor's in their care. In this world, there is no place for these monsters. Adults in the real world must always establish and guard against any sexual contact with children even when the child appears to instigate. In fact, especially if that appears to be the case.
All of that to say, I realize that there are people out there that have a sexual attraction to children and that these people are powerless to change to whom they are attracted to. These people do not act out their desires because they realize that children are not objects to be used for their sexual gratification and even if they do see children as people, they understand the lifelong damage that such a relationship would have.
I hope and pray that if you are one of these tortured souls that you have the strength to shoulder this burden, find peace with yourself, and are not punished for "thought crimes". If by reading my materials or others like them you find yourself taken to a world where you are not a pariah and where you could act without the negative consequences, I offer them to you not as license to act but as a holiday away from the frustration your life must endure. Fight the good fight, be strong, and know that the saints are not those without temptations but those with unfathomable temptation who for the good of others live a life of purity. May you find peace in this life and the next.
